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3000yen japanese playstation store coupon
赤壁II
Cross Edge PS3 game
also bought Xenogears and FFVII for the ps3 on the japanese PS store.
when i first opened Xenogears, the music sure brings back all the emotion of despair into me. it felt so sad and so 絶望 like the world was going to end tomorrow. sure brought a tear or 2 into my eyes. A real epic and it was a good choice i bought it.
As for Cross Edge, i was so damn disappointed. i shouldn’t have been so stupid and bought the region 1 localised version just because its 20USD cheaper. The anguish of looking at self fantasied translation of the angmoh people and the original japanese voice is worth more than that. I can’t say enough of this; FUCK LOCALIZATION! FUCK THOSE STUPID SELF FANTASIZING ANGMOH TRANSLATOR. FUCK THEM ALL!
/end rant
recently, watching K-ON! made me this urge to want to relearn string instrument, especially the bass guitar. But money is one problem and finger is another thing. my left pinky and ring finger still got this lingering numbness in them from the time i last learned a normal guitar 2 years ago.
i just wish this 5 months pass by fast enough and i can get my ass out of here and return home.
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quite withered away at the moment. 1.5 months since the last update. lol. basically just too lazy to update.
been so busy working my ass off for the 2 24cp uni projects. looks like i’ve quite underestimated the workload of a 24cp project. and now i have 2 on my hand. yesterday was the day i took my first coffee for the year to sustain myself in the never ending battle to produce my 3d assets out. im sort of able to see the finish line but time is running short. i think i’ve overworked myself
another important thing is that i’ve memorized To Zanarkand piano score (original) but still not able to play it quite smoothly. somewhere is wrong but i’ll get to that later after consulting some pros. currently learning Melodies of Life (Reborn) and Ballade Pour Adeline. i think this 2 piece the difficulty level is a few jumps off To Zanarkand and i’m having trouble playing the fast bits.
the results for the personal quiz on facebook are quite disappointing. all buy dajie got 50 and below. just gotta love my beloved dajie :$ and there is a serious need to go back and 勾通勾通 with everyone else since i didn’t really do well for their quiz too 
i’m feeling quite lovely. im thinking the occupation sickness is setting in. i want a girlfriend 
for the past few days, every single day there will be one idiot who starts cooking at around 1am in the bloody morning. A nice fucking timing because this is the time when i just go to bed. even when the doors and your eyes are closed, you see the bloody lights get turned on, the first irritant. the door is useless since its a bloody sliding door with lots of translucent squares inbetween. then you start to hear all the plates and pots cling clang cling clang. the second irritant. wtf is the door for? can’t even block sound. next your smell the smoke coming into my room along with more sound and light. the last irritant.
for the past few days i have been irritated by this 3 things over and over and over and most importantly during the time when i was just about to fall asleep. this has seriously pissed me off and stressed me out being imaginable limit for not even being able to sleep properly for the past few days. as a result i get more tired when i wake up and my bodily function is starting to feel weird now. i think my stress level sky rocketed and i feel like tearing my hair out, screaming at them and fucking giving them a punch or 2 in the face. my breathes are getting heavier and i have some problem breathing in normally sometimes. my heart is also starting to feel weaker and it hurts sometimes.
i’ve shown obvious hints of me being very very pissed but no one gets the clue. if this goes on again today. i’m going to break and there will be no mercy.
i need to vent out all the pinned up anger and stress immediately before i really explode.
*The entrance*
*The piano & my personal fridge*
*The kitchen and my dinner*
*my room*
*my favorite spot in my room 
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*door to the balcony*
*The chair*
*the outside scenery part 1*
*The outside scenery part 2*
*The main corridor*
*washing machine and dryer in toilet*
*The toilet units*
*hong’s room*
*hao’s room*
no real breaking news to update on.
finished moving and unpacking everything and school has commenced for its first week. 2 major project this semester. one is to create a game within 13 weeks and the other is to create a beta 30 seconds animation.
for the game project, i was quite disappointed. due to the timespan of the project, it became a “make a casual game” project instead. personally, i hated casual gaming, its lame, its un-fun, its time wasting to make or play. my other ideas are too big to be completed within this short time span but i’ll see how it goes.
for the animation project, it WAS also disappointing at first. we were given the first brief by our unit teachers last friday. we were to choose a venue and each different venue has got its own form of visual projection, like HDTV, super big projectors etc. we were to create a short piece of animation based on the site to convey what that space means to us. because they teachers keep talking about the history of the site, i thought that it is absolute that i must create something which is linked to the site, be it history or culture etc etc. but then thinking again, they also said “what the space means to US”, which means i can effectively do my own animation (a game related one) because one of the sites is within the building itself which serves as a game studio! i will definitely have to re-confirm on this point with the real client who is coming in this friday.
On dajie’s tag board, the girls are talking about how when your friend feel happy, you feel happy too. i can’t seem to relate to that. I think my whole life has been too dedicated to myself. Its just me myself and i. so does it mean my ego has reached god level? how am i able to include more of others inside and less of myself?
2 weeks in the motel and we finally got our permanent place. Its a AU$680 per week apartment near the city shared among the 3 of us. abit steep but its living like a king. heaven compared to the hell we lived in 1 year ago. the view is good but not totally awesome coz its facing the wrong direction.
still unpacking all the stuff and re-arranging everything. pics to be up soon.
its been 3 days since i started this subway diet and i’m starting to feel some bad changes. Its like i’ve become emotionally weaker. When someone else is talking to the same person as me and i don’t get a reply, it makes me feel sick. Am i not special enough? Am i not interesting? Does the other person talk better than me? Am i boring? Am i not worth the time replying to? Have i become someone who needs assurance?
This is what i’m feeling now and its not very nice. I know that it might just be that i have too much time to think about all this or it could be my brain playing tricks on me. I’ll leave it a few days and see how it goes. But i do know that now i need something more than guts and determination.
in order to psycho her into coming to brisbane i’ve made the following promises to her
1) clean up the house myself so clean that she can eat from the floor
2) cook for her everyday
i know you are reading this. delicious and tempting benefits right?
SO YOU MUST COME OVER TO BRISBANE!!!
a.k.a hell on earth
this 4 words totally belong to any dental clinic. my first time doing dental after 12 years and the experience was totally horrendous. worse than watching horrow movie. and the dentist said he only managed to wash 90% cause there is too much blood and he can’t see properly to clean the remaining 10%. wtfbbq??? so i guess i’ll just leave the remaining 10% until i get back from aussie this year. NO WAY am i gonna go to aussie doctors. they will rip my wallet out! those blood suckers!
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