Can you feel the beat of my life?

3.5 years in australia, who knows how many assignments i’ve handed in, and i’ve just handed in my last piece of work which i did in australia. ITS ALL OVER!!!

so introducing my last piece of work which i named [chibi PARA]. please dun luff at my nonsensical naming

not so much work put into compared to the last piece but still quite alot of work, the second last piece which has no named so i just conveniently gave it the name of the song Ievan Polkka (hatsune miku ver)

and the forth piece which was completed the first half of this semester, [gundam by my balcony]. its nothing really fancy because it was simply an assignment to merge 3D into real life video footage.

im not posting up the third one because its really, its a 3D animation of a scene from a movie called the princess bride or something. no sound no background no nothing. its just plain character animation. might be useful to use in portfolio but not for general viewing lol

not the next hurdle!!! writing a resume, cover letter and promoting my portfolio. this is harder than i expected after some research.

3100 more frames to render before i can officially compile my last animation

and then take another estimated 2 hours to render out the finished video.

3100 frames will take approximately 18 hours or more. thats a crazy amount of free time. so meanwhile its manga and psp to kill time

Its finally the last week of school tomorrow, one assignment due on tuesday and 2 on friday. I’ve finished 2 of them and tweaking/adjusting the final animation. its boring to render and wait >.> I’m guessing i can finish and submit everything by tuesday, which makes me free till 7th nov.

had an argument on EDMW last week and it was kelen who ticked me off. so damn fucking pissed off. they say arguing on the internet is like a race for retards, whoever wins is still a retard. but shit just happens and i just got pissed off. maybe i was really just looking for a fight with all this continuous work i’ve been doing for the past month. everything is just piling up inside and waiting to erupt. You want to see guts and determination? i’ll show you whats guts and determination.

i tried making my 3rd cheesecake last week too, an oreo cheesecake, but it failed totally and I threw away the whole thing. somehow it seems that water condense inside the cake and it was too wet and WATERY inside. literally WATERY.

as for what to do during the last period of time i’m here,

1. withdraw all money and terminate bank account
2. get a refund of my translink GO card (maybe)
3. buy some working clothes
4. get a hair cut
5. go on my last photography trip to various places wherever my legs take me.
6. clean and tidy up my computer
7. clean and tidy up my portfolio
8. create my first professional resume in english and japanese
9. DDR and exercise like crazy before i fly back.

i found this hidden somewhere at a small corner of my 2nd pencil case. i forgot when it was taken. LoL and the fact that the japanese word is sentenced strangely is either i didn’t know how to use the machine or my language sux at that time

i just have to post this somewhere LOL. <3 <3 <3

was taking a quick nap and had a dream. i sent out a shit load of english resumes and asked a japanese friend how to write a japanese resume. i sent them to square-enix, namco-bandai, tri-ace, level 5 and sony. and i got a reply back saying i got the job with fully paid travel/accommodation expenses. end of dream and i got a nose bleed shortly afterwards. maybe i was too excited. LoL

Final Fantasy XIII Playstation 3 SLIM limited edition annouced.

hand so itchy to get it!!!! but where to find money so fast!

and i also hand itchy to buy a new handphone why cant things be cheaper

its 5.30

the sun is out

and i’m still working on shitloads of assignments. the stupid online journal thing is one big piece of shit headache bulllocks crap thing to do. what a bloody waste of time.

and the scene outside my balcony

本当に良かった。

やぱり誤解だった。

ケーキ造るぞう！！！！！

and i’m finally leaving this place. i can finally not see, hear or sense that くそうおんな. the very essence of presence just pisses me off. i try to ignore it but i fail to complete block everything out.

on a happier note, i spend my entire mid semester break playing Tales of Vesperia on the PS3. quite a disappointment on the storyline, something which i looked forward to considering the amazing story the previous Tales series had. but content wise, it was like WTF? i spent a total of 108 hours on my first play though. doing abit of extra stuff here and there along with the main story plot. and 108 hours was without me doing the secret post-game dungeons!! i did a second play through immediately after the first. did a speed run of the game in 8 hours. and finally went and do abit of the secret dungeon, another 4 hours. so current timing is 120 hours. im waiting to play it the 3rd time with a 100% playthough when i return to SG.

I also tried the Tears to Tiara. my god i was so disappointed with it. im glad i didn’t buy the limited edition when it first came out and waited for the 1800 yen version instead. the start was UTTERLY BORING with seriously bad game management. the 3D models made me feel like i was playing sexy beach type of H-game. the animation was simply under-done. the whole experience was like playing a badly made H-game rip off. i stopped after 2 hours and went to watch it’s anime instead and it was alot more interesting.

the urge to go back SG now is so great. the urge is fueled by my desire to repaint and refurnish my room. soft pink and wood with a wall painting of sakuras on the side wall. w00tz. but i still haven’t come up with a detailed planning yet. just a rough sketch of the painting for now.

EDMW was talking about handphone today. so it sparked me into searching for some new models. and before i knew it, i was in softbank website again looking at those kettais i longed for with my mouth open i wanna get the 932SH when i get back!!!!!

3+ more weeks before all my assignments are due. i need to get my ass moving and start doing the 3 animations!!!!